I’ve come to realize that I don’t know what I want, really, in “love”. Or maybe, I want too much and I know that’s unrealistic. On a certain level, I feel like I would be perfectly happy with any “decent” one once I am convinced. However, on the other hand, I feel like that’s just a compromise. I don’t know…

I think the subject of my previous update definitely applies here. I think I am just doing that. And no matter how nice I find someone, I just can’t seem to get convinced enough that I should become aggressive. Is it that I hadn’t found “the one” yet, or is it that I will be this indecisive for the rest of my life?